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[10 Sep 2004|10:33pm] |
Jesus never existed.
There is no god.
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[09 Sep 2004|02:01am] |
I spent all last night puking up a bottle of sleeping pills and a case of cold medicine.
As usual no one cared that I was screaming my ass off in the middle of the night. Or puking loudly in a fit of hysteria.
Thats it tomorrow I'm enlisting.
My keyboards all bloody, I should take a picture of it for all you fine folks. Yup, when taking pills didn't work I found a sharp knife.... wooooooo
I'm all light headed.
Take that you fuckin' emo kids, always talking about ending your lives, and how shitty your life is.
I BEAT YOU TO IT
someone call me sometime.
965-9286
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[04 Sep 2004|12:09am] |
I wont be going to the show tomorrow.
I should dye my hair.. but I don't think I will.
hm.... Full Metal Jacket is a REALLY good movie. It made me cry, I was like, "hey, my brother was the fat kid at bootcamp!" and that character ended up going insance and killing his drill instructor and then himself...poor guy. My brother said that thats how it is at bootcamp, and thats why it took him 4 tries to get through it. haha, hes a dork.
punkconnect.com has hot guys on it. Oh yeah.
I want to get my bridge pierced! but I dunno. I might be going to bootcamp soon, and I'd have to take out all of my piercings. so thats 8 piercings down the drain at a grand total of 8x$35. yup yup I waste money up the shitter.
And I VOGUE!
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[02 Sep 2004|08:05pm] |
Wooohooo.
I only have 4 more pages to the comic I'm drawing and I'll be able to mail it in to Slave Labor Graphics!
Of course I still need to ink them all, and hopefully my shitty-ass scanner will work correctly so I can colour it.
I have now made it my goal to eventually get a custom Orange County Drums kit. It will only take me $5000 and 6 months to make... I was thinking offset lugs, black powdercoat rims, and Camo. woot!
Youth In Asia wants me to park their domain on my site, and maybe design and webmaster it. They seem pretty cool, US ASIANS GOTTA STICK TOGETHER!
I'm going to make a habit of posting a picture on the end of every post.
We found our old Backstreet Boys shirts and decided to use them to make fun of the tourists. This was on my birthday, August 15 2004.
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[01 Sep 2004|08:44pm] |
Things To Do Tomorrow:
- Wake up at 8am
- Pick up Bethany
- Drive to Hilo and drop off Beth at Hot Topic
- Go to Music Exchange and buy "Syncopation For the Modern Dummer"
- Go to Pacific Sound and try to buy some cymbals and a throne
- Get haircut at Mastercuts, the hawk is going to die.
I don't photograph well.
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[30 Aug 2004|09:21pm] |
I'm obsessed with my drumset.... yep.
I gotta a rack, some cymbals... maybe some other stuff... like Travis Barker Sig drumsticks.
yuoyuo
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[29 Aug 2004|08:19pm] |
I wrote this huge entry and then it got erased by the fuckin' aol disconnection system, those fuckers.
I just came back from my dwelling. I disassembled my drums, dusted them, tightened the lugs, and now I'm going to plaster them with stickers. My dad painted my room awhile back and splattered plaint all over them. Its going to look pretty.
I wanna go back on my depression meds, but I'm not so that I can have enough money to take 2 drum lessons a week, because I have WAY too much free time on my hands.
My friends want me to go with them to honolulu on the tenth but like the bitch she is my mom won't lend me the money because she'd rather buy crack... or mail it to the phillipines instead of giving her own daughter.
Once I asked her to give me money for the movies, for my brother and I to go. She gave us $5. FIVE DOLLARS! I was like, "You retard, that won't buy ONE ticket!". Yes I talk like that to my mother, she is a whore. I have the right to do so.
Everyones amazed at the language I talk to my mom with. But if they were in my shoes they'd know that I have the right. She takes meds for high blood pressure, and before then, when I was little, she was a fucking demon. I used to go to school with scabs and bruises because shes a bitch. Once in high school she grabbed my arm so hard I had the imprint of her hand on my arm, bruised on. And theres more reasons shes a bitch.
Just the other day I made her watch American History X because she uses "the N word" a little too freely in conversation.
She still uses it. That fuckin' bitch.
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[24 Aug 2004|05:44pm] |
My drumset says, "RAWR!"
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[22 Aug 2004|07:40pm] |
Blah!!!!
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[19 Aug 2004|10:09pm] |
Look what I can do! *jig*
yup yup.
I have yet to get 2 birthday presents from my friends... they're slackers.
I was supposed to head over to the Air Force Recruitment office today but instead choose to go with my friends tomorrow.
My head is very light right now. I didnt stand up fast or anything like that... Beth re-shaved the sides.
I'm very tempted to bleach my hair right now... but Lani's coming and she'll yell at me.
My cat is cute... my dog is cute too.... My dog likes to lick my cat.... hmmm...
My drums are shitty... I have to practice more.
I should really look into going to southern oregon this spring... cause I really REALLY hate it here.
Its funny how, if everything in my life were nice, like having better friends, being happy, having a boyfriend, traveling alot, being good at drums would just make my stand point on living here better... but none of those are happening so I think I'll just sit here in my substantial bitterness.
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[18 Aug 2004|11:09pm] |
I've been gone for over THREE WEEKS!
I don't think anyone out there noticed though.
I kinda missed some of the people on here, and I've only started writing on this again because of that.
The only reason I've decided to log back on the internet was to sell some of my re-contructed shirts and other shit on Ebay, so I could get some money and run away.
I hate it here dude.
Someone stole my shoes. My friends and I were held up in a beach house in Vacation land for 3 days, and one day someone swam up and stole my EXTRA HIGH CHUCKS!!! Fuckin' aye, I was the only one with those here... if I see someone wearing them I'll rush them and kick them in the balls.
In lighter news someone broke in to my friend's car and stole all my EMO CDs! Ha! yay! I was happy about it...
Drum lessons are going great, I've been pogressing pretty fast and have mastered drumrolls and rudiments.
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[28 Jul 2004|01:57am] |
With the ever pending birth of my friend's baby, my friends and I have become obsessed with baby names...even me, the one who has no intention on EVER having kids... and getting married....
Yeah, my frist born will be named "The Hulk" reguardless of sex.
Then, my friends and I shot ourselves and said that if any of us were ever pregnant at the same time we'd name the kids after each other, I choose "Raiden", which is the lightning god and fighter in MORTAL KOMBAT!
My non-existant kids going to be cool!
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[24 Jul 2004|08:46pm] |
I got my belly pierced twice.
It was fun.. not. Cause It hurt like major bitch.... damn oversensitive tummy.
Just came home from Kona.
I left my bullet-belt there. Fuck.
I gotta go back and get it, which means another road trip?
I'm a martian to people on Ali'i drive.
Lani wore my clothes out the other night. What an attention wanter. But she gets me 50% all Bubba Gumps so that makes it alright.
We saw a man pissing in a cup.
I yelled Cocksuckers to some white folk.
Lani died her sister blue.
I'm seriously thinking about joining the air force. Everyone on this island is a selfloving fuck-tard. But do I really want to give up 4 years of my life so that I can raise money for ONE trip!?
whatever bumser.
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[22 Jul 2004|01:16am] |
I'm going to
WARPED!!!
Fuck you!
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[19 Jul 2004|10:44pm] |
My store is getting underway!
Just need to get that 5k from my parents, get a business lisence and then I'm off!
Tis time next year I'll be the owner of my own music/clothing retail store:
POSEUR
Hilo, Hawaii
Coming Fall 2004
I've already written down the specifics so I don't get caught up in it later on.
Employees get paid $7.50 an hour. 50% discount including sales. Plus a hundred dollar stipend every month for store purchases.
I don't think I'm going to be hiring anyone I don't know.. maybe... we'll see.
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[19 Jul 2004|09:46pm] |
So....
I want to get my belly pierced tomorrow.
but Moemoeas new album comes out too...
This friday evening I shall be in Kona..... till wednesday? I have no clue.
I'm broke.
I can't get a hold of drum teacher.
I re-shaved the sides of my head... almost to the skin. Its been fun.
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[15 Jul 2004|02:15am] |
Well, I've been in Kona for the past few days.
Now I'm home and it sucks. I wanna go back.
It was kinda weird though. I'm like a fuckin' martian there.
My weird look has become an entertainment field for some of my friends and a curse for Beth and Jeremy. Earl (whos leaving on my birthday to train to travel to Iraq!) and Alison fuckin' love it cause they play a game in their head to see who will look at me more.
I didn't even have my hawk up all the time I was there, as I didn't bring a hair-dryer and ran out of hairspray. Yet people were still looking at me. I even wore a hood through most of it, and people still stared.
I'm a freak.
But damn it feels good.
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[11 Jul 2004|11:36pm] |
Ashley, Ashley, Ashley... you are an idiot! Why the fuck would you let Craig mess with you like that!? Craig is a fuckin' asshole!! He fucked a freshmen behind your back! And got her prgnant nonetheless!
Manny, you are a slut. You deserve to be called a tramp.
Paige you are also an idiot. If someone fuckin' rapes you fuckin' KILL them.
Jimmy, your role as the token black guy in the show is ridiculous. Your character sucks! Its like they put your there to take up space and get more grants to make more episodes.....
Yes. This post is about Degrassi.
Marco and Dylan are cute.... weird and they make me sqiurm like a little kid.... but still cute.
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[10 Jul 2004|12:07am] |
I've came to realize that there are alot of people that I HATE. Which really plays badly upon my karma.
Yeah, you wouldn't believe how many people wanna kick my ass or how many I flip off when they're not looking.
I've also came to realize that there are alot of guys out there in Hilo that are fucking CREEPY! as fuck! Like, dude calm the fuck down!
I thought that getting a mohawk would stop those fuckers from hitting on me or trying to talk to me, but it doesn't stop them. I think they think that its just a conversation starter for them. Ewwwwww!!!
I might be getting a Chelsea.. which is just bangs and the rest shaved off. My hawk is need of a trim cause my fuzz are poking in my scalp and making me itch, which sucks. So, hmmm. I don't know.
I'm getting my tattoo soon.... cause now I'm sunburnt and the feeling of burning skin reminds me of getting tattoos.
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[09 Jul 2004|12:13am] |
I tried emailing Stephanie at Victory Records... and I can't get in touch with her... I'll try again later.
I think she got promoted or something cause the new promo-merch supervisor is this chick called Ashley, and that was Stephanie's job. hm.
I got sunburned on one arm and my belly.. I have no idea how. But the belly burn sucks cause I'm afraid my tattoos will get bleached out.... I still don't know where to put my skull&crossbones...
I got a whole summer of concerts to go to:
August 13: Blink 182 @ Blaisdell Arena
August 14: Blink 182 @ Maui somewhere?
August 15: BIRTHDAY!!!
August 17: UB40
Concerts in the maybe:
Rancid, Finch, Pennywise
I gotta save money.. bastards
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